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Reading a posted reply from Uglav to Jonnash, I was reminded of those 12 weeks projects I had absolutely completely forgotten about. Years ago I was stuck in a house that the landlord of then would nt fix. Ended up with no furnace, no water as all pipes froze, no power after ehating the house with the oven and electric heater as suggested by my attorney, and m,eanwhile, the landlord, who belong to soemthign liek organized crime without my having a clue at all, was threaening me to actually charge me with havign the entire plu,bing chanrged on me! That was ridiculous!! I had already said I was trying a 12 weeks program to move the hell out of there, and as things got that abd that fast, I called the city once more and demanded on my highest pitch of voice that tey DO send soemoenfor a change. I was lucly to fall on someone who also did not know who the landlord awas as far as his gang was, and who signed me an immediately document to allow me to elave the house for my own health an safety. He coudl not believe hsi eyes, simply, when eh saw the state of things. Ad so the 12 week program, he forst one, ahd started kind of abruptedly. I then spent 17 days homeless, sleeping in refuges for the driunk and doped, where everyoen was yet spo nice there. The addicts, seing I did not belong, felt liek they ahd a good sis around them, and woudl help me and encourage me. The directors of the centre oudl allow me to come in ay time day or night, cntrary to the rules that apply to all others, seing I was just a different type of person on a very bad streak, simply. I woudl hunt for a place to rent in the day, with zero penny in my pockets at all: I had just paid my Janurary rent that an hour later the furnace had died. The firestation already had called the landlord, not knowing who he was either, and told him that they would report this higher.I coudl go there to pack things, but not to sleep or stay there. I then had my dogs,my cats and turtles I coudl not elt freeze. And ti was a record minus 52 C out there....I had to find shelter for my cats so their ears and tails would not fall out. No one woudl wanna help me with the turtles, to tke the aquarium in for a while, until they woudl have a safe place again....Same with dogs.... So I woudl cheat and sleep most of the night there, all in a ball on the couch with the dogs that woudl instinctlively climb on and sleep close to me, one behind my knees (Eat Eat) and one in my arms, to both keep warm and keep MEwarm. It felt liek they knew I needed it even more than them after being on the streets hunting for a palce all day, walking, not a penny to take a bus or drive there....And they woudl wlays keep me as warm as they could. Hell. But I held on....So much so that in turn, the red cross got tpouched and helped me out for two nights. Was not much but I coudl sleep for two nights in a warm place, and have a long bath, after staying with my snow suit on for 17 days and nights...All my important legal papers were in that suit. I was told to not remove it otherwise I might get it robbed at the shelter, and my papers with it. So I stayed in it all that time. Man, did I stink!! I finally found this place where I am now... After hunting so long it seemed, it looked lke paradise. After the settling in got done, I aimed at gettign work. I was barely able to walk at all. More, my feet had lived for 17 days and night with a bread bag over my socks that were so wet that my feet did rot. I arrived here and after all was moved...my sister was elaving and asked what that smell was: it was gas leak! Firetrucks again to stop it and make all neighbors safe and me and pets, too! No friggenw ay I woudl spend one more night cold and without a bath, I ahd so dreamt of one! When I rented the room (house sharing it was supposed to be), the person who rente3d decided one day to use MY room and movedall my things out of it and put all his in my room. All my stuff ended up piled in the study up to the ceiling. He decied to put hsi boxes of dishes in my cupboards, etc, etc...The palce I ahd worked on with my alst energy wa a complete mess and never fuilly recuperated from that. Because my next 12 step project or plan was to fnd work. Which I did. I worked in a church. There, the priest was so dishonest that after three months, he thanked me after I foudn some irregularities in the accounting fo the previous hired person. I thought they were mistakes, but seems they were hiding taxes from government for what they must still pay in taxes. That church is being closed down as we speak. Ask me why, anyone that did me wrong in a planned way, repeatedly, *and enjoyed it* seems to be taken by life for an equal or worse ride than what they handed me....And seems like churches are part of it too. One priest tried to help me while knowing he coudl get his own self in deep trouble. Well, hsi church is the only one that wil be elft of three in the area. Thanks, Boss! My aborte church it always was, too. Childhood one. And that priest is the best of the three anyway, nah, so there!Take tis, dishonest folks! Priests like others The tenant I had left while I was at work, one day, in fact I lost that job that same week. He left owing me three motnhs of rent and leavign behidn things he did not want that I was in a way too bad physical shape to deal with. My entire _base_ment was a warehouse by then, and his deciding to arrange things to have some working benches and so on made it a very messy _base_ment or warehosue at it. Tryign to get the furniture back where it belonged on my ownw as a real challenge, after being aparalysed for eyars, and my muscles beign so atrophied. I started working in a donut sdhop, under min wages. Man, did I hurt all over!! Some poeple woudl rememebr my writing that I had to breath like I woudl be giving birth, just to be able to withstand the pain muscle after working such shifts, under minimu wages....and ever paid overtime. The palce was closed down by the feds, for fraud. Tell you, somehow anyone that toucheds me that way seems to be asking life for it. Immunity never last s forever, I guess... Then oen day I set another 12 weeks plan: to duble my salary within 12 weeks. I actually managed that way before the time: someoen seing e work at the dobut shop gave me a place to call. I called and became a security agent, corporate security. I ended up at a minister's office. Sadly, his chef of staff was est buddy with...my ex landlord, who freaked out when eh saw me there. I knew his fear woudl make t a matter of time before they woudl try and rid of me. They ulled a real bad one on me. They wanted me to sign papers where I woudl be saying that I would have destroyed 3 pcs. I never had been near any pc save the oen at my work station, that was defective when I got there, and still was the exact same state when I left. A poor 386 too obsolete for the job. I had done no wrong. I then resigned rather than sign such awful things, lies that woudl have made me lose my security clearance. By te oddest coincidence, that entire office was the main one with the national enquiry there was, the Gomery Commission you can find it on the net by a search) whichw as followed and televized for a year or more and still has repercussiosn to this day. I coudl not ask for unemployment because I had resigned. The only agree to payments of unemployment in case of resignation IF harrassment, which I ahd lots of (not sexual, but any other form was there). But iot woudl ahve been my word against theirs,and I knew they were far from honest, so.... I spent a full eyar with no income. Starving. Getting worse off again.... No phone, no money for anything.... After a tiem of really beign so so so eak mentally from sheer inanition (friends already contributed enoug to help me wioth [paying a roof over my ehad, was not to ask them for food on top f it: resigning as my choice, I coudl have gone a-moral and stayed there, but...gawd, my career woudl ahve been over and I hoped to get back in it!)

weeks projects I had absolutely completely forgotten about. Years ago I was stuck in a house that the landlord of then would nt fix. Ended up with no furnace, no water as all pipes froze, no power after ehating the house with the oven and electric heater as suggested by my attorney, and m,eanwhile, the landlord, who belong to soemthign liek organized crime without my having a clue at all, was threaening me to actually charge me with havign the entire plu,bing chanrged on me! That was ridiculous!! I had already said I was trying a 12 weeks program to move the hell out of there, and as things got that abd that fast, I called the city once more and demanded on my highest pitch of voice that tey DO send soemoenfor a change. I was lucly to fall on someone who also did not know who the landlord awas as far as his gang was, and who signed me an immediately document to allow me to elave the house for my own health an safety. He coudl not believe hsi eyes, simply, when eh saw the state of things. Ad so the 12 week program, he forst one, ahd started kind of abruptedly. I then spent 17 days homeless, sleeping in refuges for the driunk and doped, where everyoen was yet spo nice there. The addicts, seing I did not belong, felt liek they ahd a good sis around them, and woudl help me and encourage me. The directors of the centre oudl allow me to come in ay time day or night, cntrary to the rules that apply to all others, seing I was just a different type of person on a very bad streak, simply. I woudl hunt for a place to rent in the day, with zero penny in my pockets at all: I had just paid my Janurary rent that an hour later the furnace had died. The firestation already had called the landlord, not knowing who he was either, and told him that they would report this higher.I coudl go there to pack things, but not to sleep or stay there. I then had my dogs,my cats and turtles I coudl not elt freeze. And ti was a record minus 52 C out there....I had to find shelter for my cats so their ears and tails would not fall out. No one woudl wanna help me with the turtles, to tke the aquarium in for a while, until they woudl have a safe place again....Same with dogs.... So I woudl cheat and sleep most of the night there, all in a ball on the couch with the dogs that woudl instinctlively climb on and sleep close to me, one behind my knees (Eat Eat) and one in my arms, to both keep warm and keep MEwarm. It felt liek they knew I needed it even more than them after being on the streets hunting for a palce all day, walking, not a penny to take a bus or drive there....And they woudl wlays keep me as warm as they could. Hell. But I held on....So much so that in turn, the red cross got tpouched and helped me out for two nights. Was not much but I coudl sleep for two nights in a warm place, and have a long bath, after staying with my snow suit on for 17 days and nights...All my important legal papers were in that suit. I was told to not remove it otherwise I might get it robbed at the shelter, and my papers with it. So I stayed in it all that time. Man, did I stink!! I finally found this place where I am now... After hunting so long it seemed, it looked lke paradise. After the settling in got done, I aimed at gettign work. I was barely able to walk at all. More, my feet had lived for 17 days and night with a bread bag over my socks that were so wet that my feet did rot. I arrived here and after all was moved...my sister was elaving and asked what that smell was: it was gas leak! Firetrucks again to stop it and make all neighbors safe and me and pets, too! No friggenw ay I woudl spend one more night cold and without a bath, I ahd so dreamt of one! When I rented the room (house sharing it was supposed to be), the person who rente3d decided one day to use MY room and movedall my things out of it and put all his in my room. All my stuff ended up piled in the study up to the ceiling. He decied to put hsi boxes of dishes in my cupboards, etc, etc...The palce I ahd worked on with my alst energy wa a complete mess and never fuilly recuperated from that. Because my next 12 step project or plan was to fnd work. Which I did. I worked in a church. There, the priest was so dishonest that after three months, he thanked me after I foudn some irregularities in the accounting fo the previous hired person. I thought they were mistakes, but seems they were hiding taxes from government for what they must still pay in taxes. That church is being closed down as we speak. Ask me why, anyone that did me wrong in a planned way, repeatedly, *and enjoyed it* seems to be taken by life for an equal or worse ride than what they handed me....And seems like churches are part of it too. One priest tried to help me while knowing he coudl get his own self in deep trouble. Well, hsi church is the only one that wil be elft of three in the area. Thanks, Boss! My aborte church it always was, too. Childhood one. And that priest is the best of the three anyway, nah, so there!Take tis, dishonest folks! Priests like others The tenant I had left while I was at work, one day, in fact I lost that job that same week. He left owing me three motnhs of rent and leavign behidn things he did not want that I was in a way too bad physical shape to deal with. My entire _base_ment was a warehouse by then, and his deciding to arrange things to have some working benches and so on made it a very messy _base_ment or warehosue at it. Tryign to get the furniture back where it belonged on my ownw as a real challenge, after being aparalysed for eyars, and my muscles beign so atrophied. I started working in a donut sdhop, under min wages. Man, did I hurt all over!! Some poeple woudl rememebr my writing that I had to breath like I woudl be giving birth, just to be able to withstand the pain muscle after working such shifts, under minimu wages....and ever paid overtime. The palce was closed down by the feds, for fraud. Tell you, somehow anyone that toucheds me that way seems to be asking life for it. Immunity never last s forever, I guess... Then oen day I set another 12 weeks plan: to duble my salary within 12 weeks. I actually managed that way before the time: someoen seing e work at the dobut shop gave me a place to call. I called and became a security agent, corporate security. I ended up at a minister's office. Sadly, his chef of staff was est buddy with...my ex landlord, who freaked out when eh saw me there. I knew his fear woudl make t a matter of time before they woudl try and rid of me. They ulled a real bad one on me. They wanted me to sign papers where I woudl be saying that I would have destroyed 3 pcs. I never had been near any pc save the oen at my work station, that was defective when I got there, and still was the exact same state when I left. A poor 386 too obsolete for the job. I had done no wrong. I then resigned rather than sign such awful things, lies that woudl have made me lose my security clearance. By te oddest coincidence, that entire office was the main one with the national enquiry there was, the Gomery Commission you can find it on the net by a search) whichw as followed and televized for a year or more and still has repercussiosn to this day. I coudl not ask for unemployment because I had resigned. The only agree to payments of unemployment in case of resignation IF harrassment, which I ahd lots of (not sexual, but any other form was there). But iot woudl ahve been my word against theirs,and I knew they were far from honest, so.... I spent a full eyar with no income. Starving. Getting worse off again.... No phone, no money for anything.... After a tiem of really beign so so so eak mentally from sheer inanition (friends already contributed enoug to help me
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Reading a posted reply from Uglav to Jonnash, I was reminded of those 12 weeks projects I had absolutely completely forgotten about. Years ago I was stuck in a house that the landlord of then would nt fix. Ended up with no furnace, no water as all pipes froze, no power after ehating the house with the oven and electric heater as suggested by my attorney, and m,eanwhile, the landlord, who belong to soemthign liek organized crime without my having a clue at all, was threaening me to actually charge me with havign the entire plu,bing chanrged on me! That was ridiculous!! I had already said I was trying a 12 weeks program to move the hell out of there, and as things got that abd that fast, I called the city once more and demanded on my highest pitch of voice that tey DO send soemoenfor a change. I was lucly to fall on someone who also did not know who the landlord awas as far as his gang was, and who signed me an immediately document to allow me to elave the house for my own health an safety. He coudl not believe hsi eyes, simply, when eh saw the state of things. Ad so the 12 week program, he forst one, ahd started kind of abruptedly. I then spent 17 days homeless, sleeping in refuges for the driunk and doped, where everyoen was yet spo nice there. The addicts, seing I did not belong, felt liek they ahd a good sis around them, and woudl help me and encourage me. The directors of the centre oudl allow me to come in ay time day or night, cntrary to the rules that apply to all others, seing I was just a different type of person on a very bad streak, simply. I woudl hunt for a place to rent in the day, with zero penny in my pockets at all: I had just paid my Janurary rent that an hour later the furnace had died. The firestation already had called the landlord, not knowing who he was either, and told him that they would report this higher.I coudl go there to pack things, but not to sleep or stay there. I then had my dogs,my cats and turtles I coudl not elt freeze. And ti was a record minus 52 C out there....I had to find shelter for my cats so their ears and tails would not fall out. No one woudl wanna help me with the turtles, to tke the aquarium in for a while, until they woudl have a safe place again....Same with dogs.... So I woudl cheat and sleep most of the night there, all in a ball on the couch with the dogs that woudl instinctlively climb on and sleep close to me, one behind my knees (Eat Eat) and one in my arms, to both keep warm and keep MEwarm. It felt liek they knew I needed it even more than them after being on the streets hunting for a palce all day, walking, not a penny to take a bus or drive there....And they woudl wlays keep me as warm as they could. Hell. But I held on....So much so that in turn, the red cross got tpouched and helped me out for two nights. Was not much but I coudl sleep for two nights in a warm place, and have a long bath, after staying with my snow suit on for 17 days and nights...All my important legal papers were in that suit. I was told to not remove it otherwise I might get it robbed at the shelter, and my papers with it. So I stayed in it all that time. Man,
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